Maybe If I Say It Enough, I'll Listen

I'm still constantly checking your WhatsApp last seen.
At day, just to know if you're busy or not.
At night, just to know if you're asleep yet or not.
A hundred times I have to tell myself to not say hi. Because I feel like I want to do it so bad.
Then I wonder if you feel that way too. If you do that too.

I keep telling myself

Close your eyes
Take a deep breath
Don't look back

Close your eyes
Take a deep breath
Don't look back

Close your eyes
Take a deep breath
Don't look back

Close your eyes
Take a deep breath
Don't look back

Close your eyes
Take a deep breath
Don't look back

Close your eyes
Take a deep breath
Don't look back

So many times,
Everyday,
I can't even count it anymore.
Maybe,
If I say it enough,
I'll finally listen..

I'm so over you
The way that you laugh at everything that I do
I'm so over you
The way that you hug me in a cold rainy day
Maybe if I tell myself enough
Maybe if I do
I'll get over you