I Never Saw You Coming

Have you ever thought that if one thing had not happened, a whole set of things never would have either?

When we first started talking, I honestly did not want to get involved with anyone.
But you were so easy to talk to.
Sometimes you just laugh at the stupidest things.
Or just sit there and staring.

You knock on my door, gradually.
You barely said a word. You just did things.
And once I got used to your action, you finally started speaking.

And before I know it, little by little
I found myself falling for you.
Falling with the personality, their behavior, the thoughts and opinions.
Falling with the way you treat me.

There is a time when I want to run.
My natural instinct is to run every time I fall in love.
Every time I feel that I'm getting attach with a person, my instinct told me to run.
Run, fast, and not coming back.

I do not know how, but with you it always failed.
It breaks my concentration when I am busy and drifts my mind away to thoughts of you when I am in the middle of conversation.
Believe me, i've tried so many times to run. But I keep coming back to you.
You have this certain ways to make me calm and not run.
You always have a way to convince me.
Like a desperate needy child, it pokes and prods tirelessly for my attention. And in the end, it always gets it.

I can't blame you, you were smart, you knew, I let my guard down.
You release fires inside of me. Fires I thought I had control on.
I should have known the waves keep coming and I'd eventually drown
I should have known better.

You appeared and damn, did everything change.

Well I guess I never saw it coming, yet here you are in from of me
Guess I never had a chance.