Falling in Love With You Was Never My Intention

I'm not fall for you all at once.
No I'm not
I fall for you gradually,
Falling for the little things.
Like the way you laugh mid kiss sometimes, and look at me like you can't believe what is happening. Or simply the way you look at me when we laugh, laughing with you is my favorite.
Like the way you talk about how your day was, the jokes, the anxieties, works, and so much more.
Or simply the way you smile at me when you're done talking about it. Soft and warm.
Or the way you tease me and tickling me when you drive me home.

I'm falling for "the look"
"the look" that feels like anything is possible.
I'm falling with the way you touch me without using your hands.
I'm falling with the thoughtful of you when I left my water bottle in your car.
I'm falling with your calmness, when i'm not. When i'm a mess, you keep calm and not even tell me to calm. You just be there and trying to comfort me. What you don't know is your presence itself is comforting enough.
I'm falling with the way you talk about something I didn't know that you know or something new you just know.
I even falling with the way you pout your lips when you peeved.

I want to be that one who makes your bad days better.
I want to be that one who comes first on your mind when you have a good news to tell.
I want to be your favorite place to go when you've had a bad day or good day.
I want to be that one you will always look back on, and not be able to stop yourself from smiling.
I want to be that one you miss. more than anything, that one you love.

I wasn't looking for anything when i found you.
Falling in love with you was beyond my control

I'm so afraid to wanting you.
I never planned to fall in love with you
But here i am, wanting you, and falling in love with you anyway.