A Pause

did you ever be in that position when you think that you're happy and have fun but then there is a time when you feel like a pause then you realize that your mind is somewhere else all the time?

then you just freeze and feel like daydreaming.

you don't know what to do or what to think.

you just pause and daydreaming.

it happens to me a lot lately.

and somehow it doesn't feel good.

because somehow in that pause,

like in the middle of it, you know exactly what you're thinking about.

or whom you're thinking about.

but again,

you can do nothing about that.