Monday, August 4, 2014

I Miss The Way It Felt


" i've missed you. not in a "we're going to make out" way, not even in an "i forgive you" way. just in an "i've missed you" way."


just watched HIMYM and that line came up


its just arrive in a wrong time

i watched a wrong movie in a wrong time.

i miss everything about you.

literally everything.

the way you smile

the way you hold my hand
the way you tease me with your joke
the way you put your hand on my arms and my hips
the way you wipe my hair
the way you made me laugh

i miss your gently touch

i miss your voice
i miss your warmth body,
your warmness
i miss your smell

i miss your companion

i miss the way we spent time together, be your co-pilot, story telling, watching, playing, laughing, eating, excercising, even sleeping (literally)
i even miss your room, your stupid doll, your stupid pillow, your stupid toys, your car.
i miss the way you treat me that felt so good…

and the list can go on


i didn't miss the person


i miss the idea of the person.


i miss the memories

i miss the way it felt
i miss the way you made me felt it

i do hate you for making me want you so bad. missing you.


"you were supposed to be the vaccine, but you gave me the disease"


i thought you might be worth it

yet,
i still miss it like hell